Sunday, August 30, 2020

Day 14

 Sigh

LITERARY
feel a deep yearning for (someone or something lost, unattainable, or distant).

Yep that is what I feel. It has been 2 weeks yet I am blind as to how this time has helped. I have spent more time in God's word which it always a good thing. I have seen my impatience and bossiness. Was I better off when my bitter heart would go for sin to appease my sick heart? Obviously not.

I have longed to be married since I was 24 when I saw in the Bible what it could be. My dreams yesterday had me waking up angry. I am now just in turmoil. I am weary and tired and I really don't want to be around anyone today but I know being around brothers and sisters in Christ will help.

God please help, please.

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