June 20, 2012:The Christian Life

I have been very anxious about everything, but in Christ I don't have to. Worrying about the future will not gain me a moment.  I will bring my worries and care and life before the Lord and have Him work in my life.

 

Presently I also go through many attacks and though they are not personal I just want to tuck myself into a ball sometimes because of what radiates of the person. The Lord is my Shephard He will lead me beside still waters.

Mirame

You see me and know me.
You know my thoughts altogether.
You help me and guide me.
You are good to me even though I gripe and complain
You hold me together
You are patient with me though I plead and plead for you to hasten the day
You love me why I do not know in myself I see no good thing but what You have worked within
Today I struggle my God with the same thing I wish I could desecrate it by smearing it with...and burning it, yet I cannot do it because it is not a bad thing it is a good thing...

Consumed

I have had my ups and down. I have sinned I did what was evil to try to gain comfort for what I had thought was a lack. Only one thing can satisfy and that is God. This week has been wonderful such evidence of the grace of God. Monday prayed with a friend and spent some time with my dad, Tuesday, evangelism, I was blessed by one of the youth there she was not afraid to say the hard things, Wednesday was our first Wednesday night connection of the summer had the opportunity to speak to some unbelievers. It has been such a hard week and sometimes I feel straight up overwhelmed but I see where he says a broken reed He will not despise. I know he will keep me.