The Past

There are many who would brag about the bad things they have done yet still say they are a good person. From God I have learned better. I was addicted to porn for nine years from from the time I was 13 until I turned 22. I prided myself on that even though I had seen the worse of the worse at least I never acted it out. 

Yet all of that was just as bad. How dare I judge someone who has committed other forms of sexual immorality? Yet that is what I was. To God it is just as bad. All condemned.

The things about my sin is that I knew it was wrong. All of it bad, I would cry after capitulating time and time again. Yet I would do something worse.

How could I have ever thought that what I was doing brought me happiness, pleasure. It was all but a smokescreen. What God has given me is lasting.