Well I asked a godly older man if I were ready to be a wife. Maybe I should have waited to ask the question. God has blessed me with more mature believers whom I can voice my concerns. I need Christ to guide me. I know He is working in my life. I do not know how yet I see it as time progresses but I find fear of some men growing in me. Not about what they think of me but want them to stay at a distance and not let them in. I do not know if that is a bad thing or not. Am I wanting to guard my heart and mind at the expense of fellowship. Things that are happening I do not understand but may God give me the trust in Him and the grace to honor Him in the situations to ensue.
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