For those of you who know me personally you know that I seek to always at work be a kind friendly face trying first and foremost to help patients but uphold the rules. There are days when I am impatient and tired, yet God has shown me even then though I not feel like it I have to love others more than myself.
I have been working for more than 14 years. I have worked part-time, I have worked full-time, from fast food to office work. Right now I am blessed to be here though my passion is for the spreading of the Gospel of Jesus Christ.
Today has been hard in that I am out of my comfort zone and interaction with others is not like it usually is. I realize that though I tell a lot of people I am introverted the reality is that I am very much an extroverted loud, weird, goofball, I don't act like myself around certain people. I do not know if it stems from sin. The loud boisterous, I am happy and I don't care that you do not like it, attitude suddenly becomes withdrawn and surly. Could it be a cultural thing, feeling inadequate because the others may have that suburban middle class background that I definitely do not have.
I have always found it hard to share with others. There has only been only up to a certain point I can share. In dancing reigning in one's movement can hamper the beauty of the dance. In life not letting people in has resulted in me withdrawing to the point that I can go for a long time without seeing people.
God please help me to be honest and forthright about my walk, about who I am. Help me to walk in the light as you are in the light so that any good work that you do in me will be shown to others to come from You.
Later peoples...
Levi
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