When Mourning Comes

So I am going to share some things that are hard that are emotional. I was inflicted emotional pain and afterward was confronted with my desire for marriage during a long walk I inadvertently took. Twice I came across a couple taking engagement photos. I was not able to look clearly at the waterfalls and had to hurry across a bridge because I didn't want to think about it. I don't want to be bitter. I want to trust in the Lord Jesus. So it was a hard day.