Vent

One year. So much can happen in a year. It's been a struggle. I am down spiritually and am trying seeking to be the woman whom God wants me to be.

Yesterday was hard and I mourned. Though I do not mark the day our count the days I find myself sad on those days where something significantly sad happened. I was complimented and I was told that I had been a good girlfriend. So why do I find myself such a loss right now. God give me Grace reveal yourself to me be to me that rock of refuge to which I continually come. Help me to be that woman who will go out and share the gospel. Show me, as I cry out to you, your glory and faithfulness. Do a work in me, in my church, in the world, show yourself mighty. God I echo the psalmist who said "why are you downcast oh my soul and why are you in such turmoil within me hope in God and I will once again praise you." 

So it's been a year 52 weeks and some days are easier than others but you God have been my strength. Thank you God that you are not like man that you should waver. My God is an everlasting God. There's only one and he is seen in the face of Jesus Christ.