Giving a Desire to God

I need to grow up and it is about time. I have struggled so long but I realize that I have put much time into worrying about it. For long I have spoken about how courtship should go and that people must go about it in a way that would glorify God. I will wait for God's timing on it. I am not going to get my name out there or worry about what the future will bring.  Its a constant thing and reminder. My life is not how I have lined it up. I will live my life in a way that will honor God by relying solely upon him. God has helped me out so much. I will seek God and let him guide my steps. I won't worry about tomorrow for todays troubles are enough for today.